SIGH THERES A LOT OF PEOPLE I WISH I COULD GET TO KNOW/BE
FRIENDS WITH/BE BETTER FRIENDS WITH/ASK TO SADIES WITHOUT IT BEING WEIRD BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN
WELL I CANT ASK ANYONE TO A DANCE BECAUSE I MYSELF CANT DANCE SO ITD BE POINTLESS BUT THE REST WOULD BE FEASIBLE IF I WERENT SO WEIRD AND AWKWARD
jeeeeez my briwhy essay is almost two pages long how did it come to this
also i dont know how to close it
ughhfkhds
man french class can be hella boring and annoying but i still kind of love it
madame is hilarious and awesome and i love her and she loves me
i love nathan and zach and hebah
lovely hilarious cool people
todays cooking was really fun
i really liked what the columbia director of admissions said
but now i cant remember what he said
the more i think about it the worse the essay i wrote on the sat seems SIGH…………..
w/e fuck u college board
until may
also perhaps the most ironic thing ever is writing “sat.collegeboard.com” in cursive
poops i didnt go to mr doyles gallery opening because college but now i regret it sigh……………………….
but then again it would have been a mess getting my mom to let me go and just ugh lyfe is so hard desu
i still have to write so much and math and chem and dumb sat ate my day and dhfdehjkndsf
dec 15 please bring good news
i got my senior seminar books from barnes and nobles because the trimester starts tomorrow and idk which book were starting with so yeah but my parents are like “why dont you order them?????” sighs but actual bookstores are good so
also these look like rly good books and now all i want to do is read them but college essays
i was thinking about the creepy white face mime mask thing the killer was wearing in elementary and how it would haunt my dreams but then i couldnt picture it anymore all i could see was the photo karen kavett shopped of john greens face as a mime or w/e ty karen kavett
why do people not understand that in the winter of your 17th year you are 16 years old its not that hard to grasp?????????????????
even though right now im this close to panicking my life is like a millionjillion times better than it was even two years ago or last year the wonders maturation will do for you but yeah despite the stress and such life is pretty good and im very happy with it overall
oh my god i knew i wasnt ready for my chem test yet but then i fuCKING LEFT ALL MY CHEM STUFF AT SCHOOL???? good job me
i kinda want to do a super legit group cosplay of just the beta kids yes that would be kawaii
